Good afternoon HARM ocd beating me up fr

Does anyone else suffer with harm ocd the way I do, sometimes I feel like I don’t even have ocd and like these are my actual thoughts when I started ocd I would feel so bad for thinking what I was thinking and I would cry everyday but now I just feel numb and like I don’t feel nothing I can’t even cry I’m also on antidepressants so idk if that’s affecting it but it’s like the only thing holding me back from doing my actions is like thinking I could go to jail or ruin my life or regret it later in life & it’s like I tell my self or my mind that whatever it is and it like gets mad that like I can’t do it and it makes me feel worst because it makes me feel like I actually wanna do that and ugh it’s like a constant battle everyday because it like gets mad for not being able to do that because I obviously know it’s something bad and will ruin my life.

Username: carriejensoncarriejenson

Date posted: 33w ago

literally so relatable. i’m constantly questioning it and wondering if it’s not ocd it’s just me and i’m just screwed up. but try to remember it is ocd. it’s sneaky and manipulative and always will make you question everything even if you have evidence that something is or isn’t it’ll make you second guess yourself. you got this!!♥️

Username: yaya_zzyaya_zz

Date posted: 33w ago

@carriejenson Thank you🥺💝

Username: dee012dee012

Date posted: 33w ago

i go through this exact thing word for word. I feel you on the feeling like the only thing keeping you back from actually doing something bad is jail, ruining ur life, regret, etc. It’s like a battle with my brain everyday and i also understand the feeling numb. i use to have a lot of anxiety with these thoughts and groinal responses but now i don’t even feel anything. just shame mostly and worry. we will get through this i wish u love and peace and healing🩷

Username: yaya_zzyaya_zz

Date posted: 33w ago

@co140 thank you so much I wish you well as well🫶🏼🥹I struggle a lot with thinking I’m a serial killer or things like that and ugh it’s the worst idk makes me think like I don’t care it’s the worst

Username: dee012dee012

Date posted: 33w ago

@yaya_zz i go through that but with my pocd. i think after crying so much and worrying so much u do become “used” to these things but the worry is still there obviously because u don’t want to do whatever ocd is telling u

Username: yaya_zzyaya_zz

Date posted: 33w ago

@co140 I was struggling with pocd like a week ago I could assure you it’s the worst but my ocd hook it back up to harm ocd and thinking of killing people and liking it or sometimes I even struggle with like my mind telling me I actually wanna go to jail and it’s like I don’t even know what to believe anymore it’s such a discomfort and the worst is that I have no reaction because I’ve completely become numb to it. 😪

Username: dee012dee012

Date posted: 33w ago

@yaya_zz i feel the exact same with pocd and hurting kids and it bothers me so much and same with the jail thing i feel u on that:( do u go to therapy?

Username: yaya_zzyaya_zz

Date posted: 33w ago

@co140 Yes I just started therapy for ocd but it was only my first session I have my other session this Monday, I know it’s feels like a volcano in your head because I go through the same thing everyday 🫶🏼but I hope everything goes well for us

Username: Brooke cookieBrooke cookie

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 33w ago

As someone that’s had Pure ocd since high school, I can tell you that that’s completely normal for them to feel real .some days They really still feel really to me , but they’re not. They are fear ,thats is how all OCD works. Actually, it’s a fear response to something you’re afraid of .but why it is easier said than done you’ll feel a lot better when you go ahead and do things that you’re afraid to do because you think you’re gonna hurt someone when you’re not. For a long time I was afraid to be around my little sister because I was afraid of her and then I decided one day that I want to be with her even though I was having these terrific Fears I would hurt her and I cannot tell you enough how much better I felt after I hung out with any way. I love her and I’m glad that I was able to overcome my fear and be with her.

Username: Tianna1Tianna1

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 33w ago

Have had harm OCD 4 years now

Username: yaya_zzyaya_zz

Date posted: 33w ago

@Tianna1 Just please tell me it gets better !!😪

Username: Janiqua G.

User type: OCD Conqueror

Date posted: 2y ago

HARM OCD

I have horrific harm ocd towards myself and my son. I’m so sad and distressed by it. I cry often because I feel like a complete monster. The thoughts just won’t stop. I have issues with other themes as well but harm is really the main one that beats me down!!! I was doing okay. but the tragedy in TX has triggered me and I am really suffering! Does medication help? I’m trying to avoid compulsions but I believe I have mental compulsions as well. I’m just over it!!! This is not a way to live!

Username: mslove

Date posted: 1y ago

Harm ocd

Hello everyone my journey with harm ocd has been so distressing and can’t even describe how lost and lonely I feel. I also had a moment yesterday where I had another moment of harm ocd and my thoughts were saying “yes just do it”. Brought me to tears. Has anyone ever experienced something like this?

Username: carol.xxx

Date posted: 14w ago

Vent about HARM ocd pls reply. 👍🏻

Hello, I think it’s fairly obvious at the moment I am struggling with terrible harm related intrusive thoughts / harm ocd. I feel so distressed and anxious about these horrendous thoughts its to the point I’m crying out of panic or avoiding anything that may cause harm, but the thing is i have this horrible like “intrusive feeling” throughout my body that feels really strong despite my distress to the thoughts I just have this feeling of what if i snap throughout my body. I also feel whats severely effecting me is that if i did it like “What if I actually did it” “No but what if i did” “Anyone is capable of it” and then the feeling gets worse and stronger and it makes me even more anxious. I know it is Harm OCD but i feel so distressed so anxious even to the point im waking up in the middle of the night with horrid thoughts that distress me and i find it hard to sleep due to the feeling / thoughts. If anyone can relate to this I really hope you can reply, offering advice or sharing your experience because the worst part of Ocd is feeling abnormal and alone and this is what I am feeling and its hurting me so badly. I feel low , exhausted. 💕

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